I Miss Her

I was searching for a specific picture and somehow ended up watching videos of Preslee tonight. I may have shared this years back, but she had me laughing, and then crying. I miss her wispy hair.

When I watch videos, it almost seems like she existed in a different life. Eighteen months went by too fast, and I realize I’ve forgotten so much. When I watch her quirky personality, I can’t help but wonder what she would be like as an eight year old.

Lately, Cruiz has been mentioning that he misses Preslee and Jesus. He is so sincere about it, and it always comes up during random times. He’s now the same age when Ledger used to say the same thing… it makes me wonder what little kids see.

Ah, tomorrow is a new day, which means we’re one day closer to seeing her again.

We miss you Monkey.